**Trigger warning: depression, suicidal thoughts, existential dread…just some super dark shit. Please stop reading if you feel these topics may harm your well-being.** “How did you go bankrupt?”“Two ways. Gradually…then suddenly.” – Ernest Hemingway | The Sun Also Rises It went like this: one day I was living a healthy, present, predominantly joyful existence. Then, … More play without asking again.